"I wasn't looking for this.
You know I was doing just fine by myself, on my own.

I didn't want to fall in love
Just wanted to have a little fun.
Then you came and swept me up, and now I'm done... so done.
Falling madly deeply I surprised myself enough to find that what's begun is loVe.

I wasn't looking for this, and
now I'm done, I'm done."

2 years passed within a blink of an eye, or so it seems.
But reality check, it's 24 months, 104 weeks, 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051200 minutes, 63072000 seconds of our lives! That much time we've spent together had been beautiful. Of course everything comes in a package of good and bad. But we've been strong enough to pull through thick and thin moments together without falling apart. We've had our fair share of fights that left us awfully miserable. But whatever happens, it all boils down to one thing: We can't help missing each other even for a day. For that, how bad the fight is, at the end of the day we realize we can't do without each other and reconcile. I guess we grew up on each other.

Years before I first knew you, I thought I wanted to live life alone. Be a spinster with 13 gorgeous black cats. Be the top of the world. And my belief was "to ditch rather than get ditched". But when we started living life together, all those changed. I don't want to live life without any loVe; life is too empty and lonely without loVe. I don't want to be a spinster, it's such a sad unfulfillable life. And I'd rather get ditched than ditch. This way, at least I know I've tried my best to keep the relationship going and am not a loser quitter when the going gets tough. And hey, I won't be the one to regret when happy moments flashes back.

People change with time.
I change.
You change.
We can't help it.
We can only hope and wish that we'll only change for the better.

Thanks for the gifts.
Thanks for the joys.
Thanks for the laughters.
Thanks for your warmth.
Thanks for your loVe.

I hope this is not too late... Happy 2nd year anniversary H'nie!!! I'll try to be your angel with that gentle touch. Sorry if I've been rough towards you. I guess I still have that tomboyish trait in me =D

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Oke, enough mushy stuffs. 14th February didn't turn out as how Boo and me planned. The BBQ had to be canceled at the very very very last minute. What a bummer!

So then we decided to collect our babies today instead of tomorrow. Ya ya ya, so that at least there's something memorable done on our anniversary. We adopted a pearl white (ham) and a safyer (burger) baby. They're soooooooo small! Small small HamBurger =P

Say 'Hamholla!' to Ham. She's gorgeous, ain't she?

Now say 'BurgerBolla!' to Burger. He's the one running on the wheel in this pic. Fat fat lazy Burger! Run so slow!

I loVe our babies alot though. So so so cute. And oh, my babies come to stay with me only on weekends. They spend the weekdays with their daddy.



...Suddenly I don't know what else to write here. Hmm, I guess you peeps will have to wait for my next post then. I'm off for now. TEE!

I am Ilma. It means Knowledge.
I'm not your girl next door. I'm unique. I am ME.

It is best to remain silent and let one think you're a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubts.

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yeah, still kicking ass