My only belief is not to have faith in believing.

I am above being under.

This is where I've got to draw the line cause I refuse to let you think you can play with my mind. Always seems that you think that I'm blind cause there are always certain times when you're hard to find. And it no longer can be ignored cause once upon a time it was you I adored.

You disappeared and left me here, out in the cold. And the absence of you is hurting my soul. Didn't know there was an end to the road. It was so easy for you just to let it all go.

Remember when I told you I could feel the change...
You don't touch me the same, don't hold me the same.
No, I don't want you to take all the blame cause I know I had those moments when I caused the pain. This back and forth just like a war between you and me. See, we both disagree, have we ever agreed?

This is nothing like I thought it would be.
Was it all just a dream?
Was it ever in my reach?

"Have you ever felt like you have everything yet nothing at all?"

"Ahh... that beautiful sad feeling inside. No connections. Just felt."

I am Ilma. It means Knowledge.
I'm not your girl next door. I'm unique. I am ME.

It is best to remain silent and let one think you're a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubts.

[Afrah Cuzzie] [Ain] [Amalya] [Atiqah] [Darren] [Dawn Wayang] [Dirah] [Eera] [Fana] [Fylzah] [Haruda] [Husayn] [Lee Keat] [Mustaqim] [Nadia] [Nasyita] [Saadiqa] [Samantha] [Shahnaz] [ShaSha] [Simin] [Syafirah] [Syatira] [Uma] [Valerie] [Valerie] [Xiaxue]

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yeah, still kicking ass