♥ Asphyxiated Love

:: it unscrews the other way ::

i'm wide awake, but i'm not awake. complicating? well, go figure.

its still a wednesday(!!!) but its already a thursday. confusing? yes, go figure.

four cups of caffeine and, yet, i'm only partially awake. two assignments and twenty hundred pages to read along still untouched. and i must emphasize that i'm not slacking... well... not really. damnit, i can feel the pressure. oke, lets continue with what i began this post with.

ilma. 15+ years old. acting like a 15months old. looking like a 51. yeah, whatever.

life is so complicating if u think the complex way. my life is easy. yes, very easy indeed, if, and only if, i know how to manage my time properly. but don't u know?; i suck at time management lah. and and, i've been dreaming of getting double HDs for this final term. driven enough to actually have planned my revision timings. but come on lah ppl, don't go, "ya ya ilma. u only ya ya papaya..."

wei, i've promised me, myself, and i to start getting serious about my studies from now on. no more 'depend on luck' attitudes. it seems like i have an exceptionally big share of goodlucks though, hahas. but i believe that it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live, don't u?

More than anything,
Thursday, March 22, 2007.