♥ Asphyxiated Love

:: Shh... didn't i tell u i won't give in? ::

How freakingly annoying my sister can actually get. I've not only found out that she tried to read my blog(or should i say she had read all posts untill i placed a password to enter?) but she read most of my friends' as well. Fana's, Shahnaz's, Haruda's, Dirah's and some others she pay attention to. Wa ka ka, beware!!! But i guess blogs are supposedly open to all parties. Yeah, i won't bother her reading if she could shut her critics up. But, oh well, she likes to get on my nerves... really.

And so, when we have wars, we won't bother to keep our voices down; let the whole of Street 51 know we're fighting... yet AGAIN. Like today(when i'm stuck at home for the hundredth time), she suddenly brought up the topic of my blog AGAIN. And AGAIN, she asked for my password. MUAH HA HA!!! My blog is only open to those invited people(those i gave my password to) and those who won't go yak-yak-yak telling my mom and dad what i wrote.

Fifafooki!!!!! How i hate having a password up. I'm still considering on shutting this blog and opening a new one. BUT, oh God, i loVe my blog; i can't just shut it!!! Yeah, i might just be someone who is so damn sentimental... keyword is MENTAL. And mental means crazy. Ho ho ho, what a great combination. Back to what i was saying, i'm considering to shut this and open another... BUT, when people start linking, she will always find it AGAIN. AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN!!! How i hate that word.

Haiz... till i get a new identity.
Yes, that's what i'm thinking; new identity. No more ilma, il, VintageQuoth, devilx_spitfire or identity like that. But perhaps i should just let it go and get on with more important stuffs like assignments and school. Ya ya ya, i give up lah. Boo Hoo!!!

More than anything,
Tuesday, December 19, 2006.