♥ Asphyxiated Love

:: Honesty is the best policy but insanity is the best defence ::

Ilma, your emotions are triggered by your underlying belief in Integrity

In other words, your uncompromisingly honest nature directly affects how, and how often, you experience certain feelings.
For example, your test results indicate that you're most fulfilled when you hold fast to your moral ideals. That factor is directly related to your fundamental belief in integrity and the range of emotions it triggers.

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So now it seems like being too honest is a total crap. Yeah, i must admit that i've been feeling guilty 24/7 since this 'word' came into my life. Why? I don't know... or perhaps i don't want to know. GOD!!! Can't i please please please pleeeease remain... guilty-less? Err... no, that sounds wrong. I guess I still have a looooong way go before finding out what i really want.

Let's lay it all out. Life is short but i still have a long way to go. Does that mean i have to rush? Gosh! sometimes, i feel i do my thinking in the most complex way ever. And to think i claimed to be a simple person... i must have been lying all along. HELL NO!!! I left a gap in my words.

I said simple. Yes i know that. But i didn't indicate it in any direction. I only meant simple as in appearance not thoughts my dears. Bottomline, read my words carefully fullstop.

More than anything,
Friday, November 24, 2006.