Bad news today is...Mum's sick.
So sick. She was suffering. I know how she musta felt coz I went through that sickness before and it's the terrible most that I've felt so far. You'll feel worst than having an internal bleeding coz it's just damn painful. Well at least she's abit better now at the present moment. Hope she'll get well soon.
I have to admit it. I need my mum the most. I can't cook. I can't iron press my own pants without taking at least 30 mins. I can't live without her. I'm not ready to be independant yet.
Hey, at least I manage to serve her well today. Lucky I know how to get soups ready. Ooh...it was tiring to run up and down the stairs though. But what to do, I love my mum and never want to see her suffer.
Sure I've felt angry with her before that makes me wish she would go away but the thing is, I will be the first one to breakdown if she do.
Mum, I love you so much. You might not know but God knows and that's enough for me. Sure I'm rude and rebellious at times but you had expect that from me. I love you and never want to lose you. I know I'd been weak in standing up for you but I'm better at it now. I won't let anyone hurt you wether it's physically or mentally or even your reputation. I've been dissapointed with you before but it's ok. It's normal to make mistakes. You teach me well mum and I will never forget that. You made me a strong person and I'm grateful for that. I would gladly give up my life for you. Love and kisses to you mum. You're the best.

I am Ilma. It means Knowledge.
I'm not your girl next door. I'm unique. I am ME.

It is best to remain silent and let one think you're a fool, than to open your mouth and remove all doubts.

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yeah, still kicking ass